Eight days ago, I said the earth was "heating up" and that earthquakes and other earth changes would intensify . . . in the past week, there have been 54 major (5.0 or better) earthquakes, as well as several earthquake "swarms" in both Hawaii and Russia, as well as this . . .
http://www.chinabuzz.net/picture/pictures-as-many-as-693-large-collapses-found-in-central-china-town/
Wednesday, February 29, 2012
Friday, February 24, 2012
The Earth is Heating Up
On the 21st, I said earthquake activity would begin to "speed up" -- since then, over the last 3 days there have been 14 major 5.0 or higher earthquakes, plus this "swarm of earthquakes" in Hawaii -- which happened about 15 hours after my post. The earth, once again, as it did when I last talked about them in September, is "heating up".
Sunday, January 1, 2012
Occupy 2012
I "predicted" the Occupy Wall Street movement about 6 weeks before it started -- which at the time no one believed -- and about a week before the lights went out, I said goodnight, Irene, it is about to go underground -- which, as usual, few believed, either
although now, thankfully, there are lots and lots of people who would believe pretty much anything I said . . . but those are only the people who have "followed me" over the years . . . anyway -- here is my prediction for the "next wave"
soon there will be a MASS movement, led by artists, that will change the world. A revolution of consciousness . . . about to begin, with no downtown campgrounds, no centralized location, but a strong pervasive movement nonetheless. It will CHANGE the world :)
although now, thankfully, there are lots and lots of people who would believe pretty much anything I said . . . but those are only the people who have "followed me" over the years . . . anyway -- here is my prediction for the "next wave"
soon there will be a MASS movement, led by artists, that will change the world. A revolution of consciousness . . . about to begin, with no downtown campgrounds, no centralized location, but a strong pervasive movement nonetheless. It will CHANGE the world :)
The Reincarnation of . . .
Sometimes, in VERY rare cases, I will see a "trail of past lives", sort of like a trick with multiple images in a mirror, trailing behind an individual. It is truly rare, but if I see it, it is ONLY because this person has some element of genius (or, conversely, ignobility) that has accumulated over many, many lifetimes.
I had never heard of this young woman until about an hour ago but when I looked at her, I saw this "karmic trail" but -- even more than that, I saw a specific lifetime "pop up" to me. This has happened to me perhaps 20-25 times, if that, but it happened when I saw this young woman.
You are in for the rarest of karmic rarities . . . something I have, literally, never seen. This woman is, if my take on her is correct -- and I feel very strongly as if it is -- playing a piece that she wrote well over 100 years ago. This young Asian pianist is . . . in my opinion (because I see his face plain as day)
quite literally, the reincarnation of Franz Liszt !!
I had never heard of this young woman until about an hour ago but when I looked at her, I saw this "karmic trail" but -- even more than that, I saw a specific lifetime "pop up" to me. This has happened to me perhaps 20-25 times, if that, but it happened when I saw this young woman.
You are in for the rarest of karmic rarities . . . something I have, literally, never seen. This woman is, if my take on her is correct -- and I feel very strongly as if it is -- playing a piece that she wrote well over 100 years ago. This young Asian pianist is . . . in my opinion (because I see his face plain as day)
quite literally, the reincarnation of Franz Liszt !!
New Year's Eve
"Tonight is the future of the past" . . I wanted to do something meaningful and beautiful to set the tone for this magical year we've all been looking towards: 2012.
I chose to spend the minutes leading up to midnight watching this amazing tone poem by the mystical Russian composer Alexandre Scriabin, now just minutes before the clock turns from 2011 to 2012 :)
I chose to spend the minutes leading up to midnight watching this amazing tone poem by the mystical Russian composer Alexandre Scriabin, now just minutes before the clock turns from 2011 to 2012 :)
2012 -- The year of the Outlaw
A professional psychic, a corporate whistle-blower, a "LIBERAL" and over-all political hellion, with porn-star friends as well as friends of various flavors/races/nationalities and sexual orientations, an actor in B MINUS horror films, a man just cocky enough to write an autobiography and, with a semi-straight face, call it "Karmic Outlaw" --
Someone who says the truth when it is politically inconvenient, who doesn't feel the need to have everyone go along, who can stand apart, if need be -- and will rock all boats, in all seas, in all types of weather . . .
I realize that, to many -- and that number will grow, I am a threat. So be it.
2012 will be the year for outlaws and rebels of all types to find their voice and make a better world. Throw the cookie cutter away. It is time to rock out. 2012 is in 2 days. Get ready.
The "eccentrics", the innovators, wild-child God-thirsty creatures howling at the moon. THIS is gonna be YOUR year :)
Someone who says the truth when it is politically inconvenient, who doesn't feel the need to have everyone go along, who can stand apart, if need be -- and will rock all boats, in all seas, in all types of weather . . .
I realize that, to many -- and that number will grow, I am a threat. So be it.
2012 will be the year for outlaws and rebels of all types to find their voice and make a better world. Throw the cookie cutter away. It is time to rock out. 2012 is in 2 days. Get ready.
The "eccentrics", the innovators, wild-child God-thirsty creatures howling at the moon. THIS is gonna be YOUR year :)
The man who has no imagination has no wings
(Originally Posted December 27, 2011)
The "powers that be" have created a climate of thought that suggests that ONLY nice conservative workaholics have a chance, that only by turning a blind eye to the rape of the environment or the pervasive racism that runs rampant can one succeed.
Questioning any aspect of the one size discriminates all, off the shelf, robo-mind disqualifies you from sharing in the bounty of the universe. This is the message repeated over and over and over again.
Be different and risk being banished from the kingdom.
The only way -- and in my opinion it IS the only way -- to change the world is to flip this mind-set on its head. Outlaws who succeed in business, minorities who prosper and thrive. Beat the old guard at their own game. THAT is what will happen in 2012.
There is more than one way to win. Find that way and the world will change. Occupy Business not to change it, 'cause it won't change, but to beat it on its "home turf". It can be done. Truly it can.
"The man who has no imagination has no wings." -- Muhammad Ali
The "powers that be" have created a climate of thought that suggests that ONLY nice conservative workaholics have a chance, that only by turning a blind eye to the rape of the environment or the pervasive racism that runs rampant can one succeed.
Questioning any aspect of the one size discriminates all, off the shelf, robo-mind disqualifies you from sharing in the bounty of the universe. This is the message repeated over and over and over again.
Be different and risk being banished from the kingdom.
The only way -- and in my opinion it IS the only way -- to change the world is to flip this mind-set on its head. Outlaws who succeed in business, minorities who prosper and thrive. Beat the old guard at their own game. THAT is what will happen in 2012.
There is more than one way to win. Find that way and the world will change. Occupy Business not to change it, 'cause it won't change, but to beat it on its "home turf". It can be done. Truly it can.
"The man who has no imagination has no wings." -- Muhammad Ali
2012
(Originally Posted December 23, 2011)
While we chased phantom boogie men in the Middle East, slowly, systematically, but surely the United States was eaten from within -- our financial resources stolen, our military wasted, local law enforcement turned in to armed militia, education and health care subverted, even the Gulf spill and other ecological "accidents" all, from one vantage point, easily seen as pure military assaults upon the long-term well-being of the United States.
A dark time -- an easy time to point fingers.
Is it possible, really possible, that special interests see the "average American" as a threat?? I have warned of this day for the past 8 years . . . is it so much of a stretch to see, if someone wanted to undermine the power of the United States, that the best possible "assault" on the United States has already happened??
And that it happened not due to a foreign enemy but, instead, as "blowback" from choices made in full view, with the tacit support of a sleeping populace, too consumed with greed to notice the nation was veering madly off course.
I believe we are coming to a really "interesting" fork in the road -- a time when we either embrace spirituality, compassion, and sustainability and begin to "heal" . . . or continue down our current path. That path leads to a poisoned future, one we're not going to enjoy.
I have talked quite a bit over the past 12 - 18 months about this "fork in the road" time . . . in 2007 it was easy to predict what would happen. For most, evidently their need to deny reality superceded their ability to see the future, but if you allowed yourself to step away from the rhetoric and self-congratulatory hype, honestly it was easy to see how "inevitable" it all was.
Now it is not so easy . . . there is a balance in the numbers but a distinct difference in where people are and how they operate. A polarized world. One which teeter-totters on a slippery and dangerous slope.
If you see your brothers and sisters as family -- and I am referring here to the human family . . . then you are making a start towards healing and wholeness. If you see trees and bees and all creatures as interdependent pieces in a world made through love by a ceative spirit -- one much bigger and smarter than we are -- then you are on the path towards integration.
If, on the other hand, you feel man has an "obligation" to make the world "better" than it was before and the earth is nothing more that a giant walmart of stuff to extract at the cheapest price, with little thought as to what grows back, then 2012, for you, is likely to be a bit of a bummer. If you fall in to this "camp", then the Hollywood version of 2012 is, in point of fact, likely to materialize in your world.
As you see, so you walk.
Compassion rocks -- greed . . . well that is passe. Time to get with the reality and see the true nature of life -- that nature is best seen in the integration of spirit and matter, not the split.
The integration of love and respect for others with that same love and respect for yourself.
For those who choose to walk that path, 2012 will be a mirror that shines brightly. It will lead to alignement with other loving souls, a banquet of possibilities. The tipping point has already tipped. Love is what will save us -- greed is what will kill us.
2012 will give back -- on a spiritual level -- what it receives from you, deep within your heart. You cannot fake your way through 2012. Those who are true will find truth. Those who walk in lies and darkness, they will find lies and darkness reflected back to them.
I believe in a creative spirit. It is loving and all-knowing. I am not naive for thinking this. Embrace the inner "reality" and it will reflect back to you as a saving grace, a life raft in a time of troubles.
The most magical time in history -- but only for those who embrace magic. Believe in God, believe in yourself. A very interesting year . . . 2012 is now less than 10 days away.
Are you ready?
While we chased phantom boogie men in the Middle East, slowly, systematically, but surely the United States was eaten from within -- our financial resources stolen, our military wasted, local law enforcement turned in to armed militia, education and health care subverted, even the Gulf spill and other ecological "accidents" all, from one vantage point, easily seen as pure military assaults upon the long-term well-being of the United States.
A dark time -- an easy time to point fingers.
Is it possible, really possible, that special interests see the "average American" as a threat?? I have warned of this day for the past 8 years . . . is it so much of a stretch to see, if someone wanted to undermine the power of the United States, that the best possible "assault" on the United States has already happened??
And that it happened not due to a foreign enemy but, instead, as "blowback" from choices made in full view, with the tacit support of a sleeping populace, too consumed with greed to notice the nation was veering madly off course.
I believe we are coming to a really "interesting" fork in the road -- a time when we either embrace spirituality, compassion, and sustainability and begin to "heal" . . . or continue down our current path. That path leads to a poisoned future, one we're not going to enjoy.
I have talked quite a bit over the past 12 - 18 months about this "fork in the road" time . . . in 2007 it was easy to predict what would happen. For most, evidently their need to deny reality superceded their ability to see the future, but if you allowed yourself to step away from the rhetoric and self-congratulatory hype, honestly it was easy to see how "inevitable" it all was.
Now it is not so easy . . . there is a balance in the numbers but a distinct difference in where people are and how they operate. A polarized world. One which teeter-totters on a slippery and dangerous slope.
If you see your brothers and sisters as family -- and I am referring here to the human family . . . then you are making a start towards healing and wholeness. If you see trees and bees and all creatures as interdependent pieces in a world made through love by a ceative spirit -- one much bigger and smarter than we are -- then you are on the path towards integration.
If, on the other hand, you feel man has an "obligation" to make the world "better" than it was before and the earth is nothing more that a giant walmart of stuff to extract at the cheapest price, with little thought as to what grows back, then 2012, for you, is likely to be a bit of a bummer. If you fall in to this "camp", then the Hollywood version of 2012 is, in point of fact, likely to materialize in your world.
As you see, so you walk.
Compassion rocks -- greed . . . well that is passe. Time to get with the reality and see the true nature of life -- that nature is best seen in the integration of spirit and matter, not the split.
The integration of love and respect for others with that same love and respect for yourself.
For those who choose to walk that path, 2012 will be a mirror that shines brightly. It will lead to alignement with other loving souls, a banquet of possibilities. The tipping point has already tipped. Love is what will save us -- greed is what will kill us.
2012 will give back -- on a spiritual level -- what it receives from you, deep within your heart. You cannot fake your way through 2012. Those who are true will find truth. Those who walk in lies and darkness, they will find lies and darkness reflected back to them.
I believe in a creative spirit. It is loving and all-knowing. I am not naive for thinking this. Embrace the inner "reality" and it will reflect back to you as a saving grace, a life raft in a time of troubles.
The most magical time in history -- but only for those who embrace magic. Believe in God, believe in yourself. A very interesting year . . . 2012 is now less than 10 days away.
Are you ready?
Water Water Everywhere and Not Enough Money, Myrtle, to Pay the Bill
(Originally Posted December 18, 2011)
In 1999, I was offered a contract with CSC to help build an outsourcing relationship with a company with whom they had recently secured a $1.1 BILLION outsourcing contract, a company in Houston called . . . Enron.
Over the next year, I helped developed change procedures for their entire IT department, mapped all their internal billing and procurement processes, developed (from scratch) a disaster recovery, contingency matrix (YES, I personally wrote the Disaster Recovery Plan for Enron) and was, for a time, the head of all Customer Satisfaction Initiatives.
The reason I bring this up: back then, in the late '90's (when my past history as a $3.99 a minute psychic poster boy was buried like your BEFORE pictures from 9th grade), I knew that privatization would ultimately cost the average person way more than they ever dreamed and I saw it, at the time, as the first small step towards a totalitarian state -- kind a big leap in thinking when people were simply trying to save a few bucks on their gas bill.
More and more people are going to find that they've managed to skate through the mortgage crisis and the employment crisis and whatever other crisis they may have felt only to find a giant stick up their ass by skyrocketing utility costs.
THIS is the next ploy to fuck Joe and Sally Average . . . so, expect water bills to be the next way in which the rich try to steal your homes.
In 1999, I was offered a contract with CSC to help build an outsourcing relationship with a company with whom they had recently secured a $1.1 BILLION outsourcing contract, a company in Houston called . . . Enron.
Over the next year, I helped developed change procedures for their entire IT department, mapped all their internal billing and procurement processes, developed (from scratch) a disaster recovery, contingency matrix (YES, I personally wrote the Disaster Recovery Plan for Enron) and was, for a time, the head of all Customer Satisfaction Initiatives.
The reason I bring this up: back then, in the late '90's (when my past history as a $3.99 a minute psychic poster boy was buried like your BEFORE pictures from 9th grade), I knew that privatization would ultimately cost the average person way more than they ever dreamed and I saw it, at the time, as the first small step towards a totalitarian state -- kind a big leap in thinking when people were simply trying to save a few bucks on their gas bill.
More and more people are going to find that they've managed to skate through the mortgage crisis and the employment crisis and whatever other crisis they may have felt only to find a giant stick up their ass by skyrocketing utility costs.
THIS is the next ploy to fuck Joe and Sally Average . . . so, expect water bills to be the next way in which the rich try to steal your homes.
The WAR Against the Individual
(Originally Posted December 9, 2011)
A few years back, Aquaman OceanDefender and I warned that countries would begin a strong push towards privatizing water and that food and water "control" would become serious issues. Boogie man stuff, but legislation continues to get passed, not only in the United States, that makes it illegal to grow your own food, heal yourself naturally, catch rainwater in a tub, etc etc etc.
There is a new option in the U.S. Army for a specialization in the control of "Civilian Detainees" . . . so the stories of FEMA camps and all the rest, those fears are becoming more and more reality.
These are tactics that we can see played out historically dozens of times, the Soviet Union in the 1930's and Germany in the 1930's being two recent examples.
Yet, even though I said/predicted this day would come and all the screw tightening measures which everyone swore were IMPOSSIBLE have, in actual fact, come to pass almost piece by piece in lock step with my vision from 2002 -- I DO NOT believe it will actually be implemented in the way SOMEONE is intending it to go.
You may wonder how I was able to know in such detail almost all of the steps along the food chain that have taken us from where we were to where we are. Is it only because I am psychic?
That is part of the answer. But I also had a ready-made off the shelf model for what was to come. Germany -- starting in 1933. The same mind set, the same basic tactics . . . so much -- the same.
We are collectively being sold out, the very fabric of our lives being ripped from us. It can go one of two ways. Passive acceptance of whatever comes, hoping you will be on the "right side" and letting the "bad people" get what's coming to them.
Or we can band together and change the course we are on. I believe, truly believe, we will collectively make a better world. I do not think there will be FEMA detention camps full of Muslims and other "undesirables" -- communists, gays, political radicals, mentally challenged etc . . . sound familiar? Change Muslim to Jew and see if it rings a bell.
It's a choice. Do something while there is still time to choose. The numbers are working against the "powers that be" -- they are losing control. THAT is my prediction . . . that the second coming of Germany in 1933 will fail.
The most interesting 6 months in history -- right now.
A few years back, Aquaman OceanDefender and I warned that countries would begin a strong push towards privatizing water and that food and water "control" would become serious issues. Boogie man stuff, but legislation continues to get passed, not only in the United States, that makes it illegal to grow your own food, heal yourself naturally, catch rainwater in a tub, etc etc etc.
There is a new option in the U.S. Army for a specialization in the control of "Civilian Detainees" . . . so the stories of FEMA camps and all the rest, those fears are becoming more and more reality.
These are tactics that we can see played out historically dozens of times, the Soviet Union in the 1930's and Germany in the 1930's being two recent examples.
Yet, even though I said/predicted this day would come and all the screw tightening measures which everyone swore were IMPOSSIBLE have, in actual fact, come to pass almost piece by piece in lock step with my vision from 2002 -- I DO NOT believe it will actually be implemented in the way SOMEONE is intending it to go.
You may wonder how I was able to know in such detail almost all of the steps along the food chain that have taken us from where we were to where we are. Is it only because I am psychic?
That is part of the answer. But I also had a ready-made off the shelf model for what was to come. Germany -- starting in 1933. The same mind set, the same basic tactics . . . so much -- the same.
We are collectively being sold out, the very fabric of our lives being ripped from us. It can go one of two ways. Passive acceptance of whatever comes, hoping you will be on the "right side" and letting the "bad people" get what's coming to them.
Or we can band together and change the course we are on. I believe, truly believe, we will collectively make a better world. I do not think there will be FEMA detention camps full of Muslims and other "undesirables" -- communists, gays, political radicals, mentally challenged etc . . . sound familiar? Change Muslim to Jew and see if it rings a bell.
It's a choice. Do something while there is still time to choose. The numbers are working against the "powers that be" -- they are losing control. THAT is my prediction . . . that the second coming of Germany in 1933 will fail.
The most interesting 6 months in history -- right now.
A Pilgrim's Way
(Originally Posted November 28, 2011)
I just watched this lovely film about the Orthodox Faith -- the link is below . . . it brought some peace, and inspiration, to me, which is what one hopes Art will do.
I struggle with my "Religion" -- wanting so much to find one that encompasses my views and allows me to express my "inner reality", both as a "psychic" and as one who so strongly believes in the truth of past lives, the truth of multi-dimensionality, of a spiritual ether that permeates our lovely planet.
I am a "Christian" -- actually a very devout Christian -- although I have renounced the Christianity I was brought up with. I feel as if the Church has been hi-jacked and turned in to something very much in opposition to what I feel are the "true" teachings of Jesus Christ.
I have considered, more than once, dropping out of the world and joining a monastery. I have joked -- although it is actually kind of true -- that many times I go through periods that are very "monk-like" as I tend to retreat into myself and spend much of my days alone -- then I will go into a very social period, filled with people and action . . . only later to drop back and go into a quieter, more secluded space.
It has been a rhythm I have followed my entire life and even though it may have been disruptive to my "accomplishing things" in the world, it has served beautifully the need to find a quiet still space from which to live.
Each time I have considered being a monk, and I have contemplated this several times over a long period, it is always within the Orthodox Church -- even though I am not a member of the Orthodox Church. This is telling me something -- as it obviously tells you :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bhQ98qolWTE&feature=related
I just watched this lovely film about the Orthodox Faith -- the link is below . . . it brought some peace, and inspiration, to me, which is what one hopes Art will do.
I struggle with my "Religion" -- wanting so much to find one that encompasses my views and allows me to express my "inner reality", both as a "psychic" and as one who so strongly believes in the truth of past lives, the truth of multi-dimensionality, of a spiritual ether that permeates our lovely planet.
I am a "Christian" -- actually a very devout Christian -- although I have renounced the Christianity I was brought up with. I feel as if the Church has been hi-jacked and turned in to something very much in opposition to what I feel are the "true" teachings of Jesus Christ.
I have considered, more than once, dropping out of the world and joining a monastery. I have joked -- although it is actually kind of true -- that many times I go through periods that are very "monk-like" as I tend to retreat into myself and spend much of my days alone -- then I will go into a very social period, filled with people and action . . . only later to drop back and go into a quieter, more secluded space.
It has been a rhythm I have followed my entire life and even though it may have been disruptive to my "accomplishing things" in the world, it has served beautifully the need to find a quiet still space from which to live.
Each time I have considered being a monk, and I have contemplated this several times over a long period, it is always within the Orthodox Church -- even though I am not a member of the Orthodox Church. This is telling me something -- as it obviously tells you :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bhQ98qolWTE&feature=related
Magnetism
(Originally Posted November 26, 2011)
I am watching the movie "Thrive" on youtube -- truly a brilliant movie -- and I am about 30 minutes in to it (in fact 35:30 to be precise) and I am watching this "motor" they're talking about and it seemed "familiar" to me and then I realized -- it looked almost exactly like something I had seen in my head . . . in fact, 3 weeks ago (and I had to scroll A LOT to find it) I made this post on FaceBook --
Here is a prediction: In the "future" vehicles -- because I am not convinced they will be cars, exactly -- will run on some type of spinning magnetic motor. They use magnets in something that kind of looks like a cross between a thick gyroscope and the face mask on a football helmet . . . anyway, just like skinny TV's that hang on the wall and look like mirrors and cameras that you plug in to the computer to manipulate the image (two visions from 15-20 years ago) . . .
this is what I "see" (November 2 at 2:25 pm)
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think magnets and music and you will find the answer :)
people think of energy in terms of explosiveness -- bombs, internal combustion engines . . . but it is really a combination of harmonic resonance and magnetic attraction. Music is a short hand tool to figure out the patterning
I am watching the movie "Thrive" on youtube -- truly a brilliant movie -- and I am about 30 minutes in to it (in fact 35:30 to be precise) and I am watching this "motor" they're talking about and it seemed "familiar" to me and then I realized -- it looked almost exactly like something I had seen in my head . . . in fact, 3 weeks ago (and I had to scroll A LOT to find it) I made this post on FaceBook --
Here is a prediction: In the "future" vehicles -- because I am not convinced they will be cars, exactly -- will run on some type of spinning magnetic motor. They use magnets in something that kind of looks like a cross between a thick gyroscope and the face mask on a football helmet . . . anyway, just like skinny TV's that hang on the wall and look like mirrors and cameras that you plug in to the computer to manipulate the image (two visions from 15-20 years ago) . . .
this is what I "see" (November 2 at 2:25 pm)
*********
think magnets and music and you will find the answer :)
people think of energy in terms of explosiveness -- bombs, internal combustion engines . . . but it is really a combination of harmonic resonance and magnetic attraction. Music is a short hand tool to figure out the patterning
Wednesday, November 23, 2011
My Session with Sanaya Roman -- November, 1979
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My thoughts about the Scandal at Penn State
I didn't know -- or think -- much about sexual abuse against children until I became a professional psychic. It wasn't something people talked about very much and it had, literally, just never come up in anything in my world up until that time. At the age of 32, I started to work professionally; my career took off like a rocket, too . . I had a huge client base and a morning show radio slot at one of the biggest rock stations in the Midwest within 4 months of even admitting in public I could do this (that probably would never happen to anybody now) . . . anyway, as a result of getting so popular so fast, all of a sudden I had hundreds of people lined up waiting to see me.
And in this big line, many were victims of sexual trauma.
At first, I didn't quite know what to think of it. Dozens of people, literally, were telling me they had no memories of huge blocks of time from their childhood. I had a client who was a psychologist, with a Ph.D., telling me she had no memories, of any kind, before she was 16 !! I truly was baffled . . . I could do the readings but, as a trend, it confused me -- quite a bit. Within 2 years I was, at least in Ohio, a big big deal but, as I have done repeatedly over the years, at the height of my success, I simply vanished. Went in to seclusion, canceled all my appointments, turned off the phone. Poof -- gone.
Fast forward 2 years and a new technology appeared on the scene -- the 900 number. I decided to go to work at the 900 number and little by little perhaps go back to being a psychic. Round Two, same thing as Round One. Within a few months I had a national TV spot as a spokesperson for "Kebrina's Psychic Answer", a newspaper column and fairs and shows every week somewhere throughout Ohio. And once again -- only this time I was getting calls from all over the world -- more and more AND MORE cases involving invasive sexual acts against children -- gang rapes of 3 year olds, sexual torture of pre-schoolers, murders and abductions for little babies, sometimes 1 or 2 years old. It was too much for me. I couldn't do it -- one of the reasons I DO NOT want to do criminal cases anymore -- and so, poof, adios psychic world, never to return . . . and probably would not have returned had I not lost a child myself 14 years later.
I bring this up for two reasons: one, sexual abuse is widespread. It happens all over.
And, two, the effects, on the victims as well as the families of the victims, is profound. Devestation, long-lasting . . . heart breaking.
Penn State covered up this crime because of one reason -- and one reason only. They did not want to tarnish the BRAND PENN STATE . . the throw-back uniforms, the Mr. Rogers coach, clean wholesome family entertainment against rebel schools who weren't so upstanding as the happy folks from Happy Valley.
The administration at Penn State -- no different than the Catholic Church -- did not want their donors to feel squeamish about dropping money in the collection plate. It was a crime, hidden away, because of the huge amounts of money involved. EVERYONE who helped cover this up -- and delay the healing of the poor little boys victimized by this man, not to mention endanger so many others -- deserve their fate.
I stood up once, blew my whistle, and watched my corporate safety net vanish and, trust me, it hurt. But . . . better to sleep at night on somebody's couch with a clear mind than in a million dollar home with a troubled heart.
Both Penn State, and the Catholic Church, have failed us. We need, together, to help take a stand so that, in the future, no one else can do this with impunity and we need to protect, in whatever way we can, the innocence of our children.
I have worked on rape cases and murder cases for children with the parents sitting in the room looking right at me. There is no more pressure in the world than sitting there, trying to say what you see . . .
I wrote this poem almost 20 years ago, inspired by a rape case for a 3 year old girl, gang raped in the basement by a bunch of 14 year old boys :(
The Gold Watch
(or: why I stopped being a psychic)
Two little hands held tight like
a wet prayer. Paint cans whisper
hollow
tunes to her back; a tool bench, hands now idle, just
steps
away to her right
like silent sentinels.
The little red dress. Precious.
Just precious.
Black shiny shoes specked
with red and all is silent once more.
He spreads the photos
out across the dining
room table
Silence like a knife
It is his job
to take
these sprinkles of history and arrange
them, collage-like, into a pattern.
He is an archeologist of the dead.
The supplicants come heart in tooth
arms pasted loosely
to the left side
The mother's voice,
as always, is deep, throaty
like a wounded dog.
He sits
silent for a moment then gets up,
walks over
to grab a box of tissues.
She takes the tissues and blows her nose.
Phantoms on a carpeted walkway whisper to her as she walks.
The pictures will still come
to them both but no matter how they paint
the scene
the little red dress will never come
clean
again
the voice, like a wounded dog, he hears it
even
now
* I wrote this poem originally back in the early '90's shortly after I decided to "retire" as a professional psychic. I made an infomercial for a 1-900 number in 1992 and for about seven or eight months I worked on the phone lines for them and as one of their "featured clairvoyants"--clairvoyants are the Ferrarri's of the psychic world in that they can "see things" as opposed to other types of readers who go on impressons or feelings--I was usually the person who ended up working on any cases involving missing persons or criminal issues such as murder or abuse.
Incredibly, to me, (as I had a baby girl of my own), there were an amazing number of cases that I worked on involving abuse with children--very young children (two, three and four years old). Rape, physical and mental abuse, kidnapping and even murder.
The poem above was written specifically in response to a case I worked on in my private practice for a three year old girl who was raped in her basement, a scene I described in great (and later quite verifiable) detail but it is applicable to all my cases back then involving young children.
Eventually, after doing SO many of these types of readings I felt as if I had to stop. All gifts come with a price . . .
Now that more and more of these cases are, once again, coming my way I remember the first big "psychic go-round" and so I am sharing this poem from those dark days of mine all those many years ago.
Writing this -- even after all these years -- still kills me. Only because I SAW it . . . how much worse to have lived it :(
This can't be covered up. Our children deserve a world in which they can BE children.
And in this big line, many were victims of sexual trauma.
At first, I didn't quite know what to think of it. Dozens of people, literally, were telling me they had no memories of huge blocks of time from their childhood. I had a client who was a psychologist, with a Ph.D., telling me she had no memories, of any kind, before she was 16 !! I truly was baffled . . . I could do the readings but, as a trend, it confused me -- quite a bit. Within 2 years I was, at least in Ohio, a big big deal but, as I have done repeatedly over the years, at the height of my success, I simply vanished. Went in to seclusion, canceled all my appointments, turned off the phone. Poof -- gone.
Fast forward 2 years and a new technology appeared on the scene -- the 900 number. I decided to go to work at the 900 number and little by little perhaps go back to being a psychic. Round Two, same thing as Round One. Within a few months I had a national TV spot as a spokesperson for "Kebrina's Psychic Answer", a newspaper column and fairs and shows every week somewhere throughout Ohio. And once again -- only this time I was getting calls from all over the world -- more and more AND MORE cases involving invasive sexual acts against children -- gang rapes of 3 year olds, sexual torture of pre-schoolers, murders and abductions for little babies, sometimes 1 or 2 years old. It was too much for me. I couldn't do it -- one of the reasons I DO NOT want to do criminal cases anymore -- and so, poof, adios psychic world, never to return . . . and probably would not have returned had I not lost a child myself 14 years later.
I bring this up for two reasons: one, sexual abuse is widespread. It happens all over.
And, two, the effects, on the victims as well as the families of the victims, is profound. Devestation, long-lasting . . . heart breaking.
Penn State covered up this crime because of one reason -- and one reason only. They did not want to tarnish the BRAND PENN STATE . . the throw-back uniforms, the Mr. Rogers coach, clean wholesome family entertainment against rebel schools who weren't so upstanding as the happy folks from Happy Valley.
The administration at Penn State -- no different than the Catholic Church -- did not want their donors to feel squeamish about dropping money in the collection plate. It was a crime, hidden away, because of the huge amounts of money involved. EVERYONE who helped cover this up -- and delay the healing of the poor little boys victimized by this man, not to mention endanger so many others -- deserve their fate.
I stood up once, blew my whistle, and watched my corporate safety net vanish and, trust me, it hurt. But . . . better to sleep at night on somebody's couch with a clear mind than in a million dollar home with a troubled heart.
Both Penn State, and the Catholic Church, have failed us. We need, together, to help take a stand so that, in the future, no one else can do this with impunity and we need to protect, in whatever way we can, the innocence of our children.
I have worked on rape cases and murder cases for children with the parents sitting in the room looking right at me. There is no more pressure in the world than sitting there, trying to say what you see . . .
I wrote this poem almost 20 years ago, inspired by a rape case for a 3 year old girl, gang raped in the basement by a bunch of 14 year old boys :(
The Gold Watch
(or: why I stopped being a psychic)
Two little hands held tight like
a wet prayer. Paint cans whisper
hollow
tunes to her back; a tool bench, hands now idle, just
steps
away to her right
like silent sentinels.
The little red dress. Precious.
Just precious.
Black shiny shoes specked
with red and all is silent once more.
He spreads the photos
out across the dining
room table
Silence like a knife
It is his job
to take
these sprinkles of history and arrange
them, collage-like, into a pattern.
He is an archeologist of the dead.
The supplicants come heart in tooth
arms pasted loosely
to the left side
The mother's voice,
as always, is deep, throaty
like a wounded dog.
He sits
silent for a moment then gets up,
walks over
to grab a box of tissues.
She takes the tissues and blows her nose.
Phantoms on a carpeted walkway whisper to her as she walks.
The pictures will still come
to them both but no matter how they paint
the scene
the little red dress will never come
clean
again
the voice, like a wounded dog, he hears it
even
now
* I wrote this poem originally back in the early '90's shortly after I decided to "retire" as a professional psychic. I made an infomercial for a 1-900 number in 1992 and for about seven or eight months I worked on the phone lines for them and as one of their "featured clairvoyants"--clairvoyants are the Ferrarri's of the psychic world in that they can "see things" as opposed to other types of readers who go on impressons or feelings--I was usually the person who ended up working on any cases involving missing persons or criminal issues such as murder or abuse.
Incredibly, to me, (as I had a baby girl of my own), there were an amazing number of cases that I worked on involving abuse with children--very young children (two, three and four years old). Rape, physical and mental abuse, kidnapping and even murder.
The poem above was written specifically in response to a case I worked on in my private practice for a three year old girl who was raped in her basement, a scene I described in great (and later quite verifiable) detail but it is applicable to all my cases back then involving young children.
Eventually, after doing SO many of these types of readings I felt as if I had to stop. All gifts come with a price . . .
Now that more and more of these cases are, once again, coming my way I remember the first big "psychic go-round" and so I am sharing this poem from those dark days of mine all those many years ago.
Writing this -- even after all these years -- still kills me. Only because I SAW it . . . how much worse to have lived it :(
This can't be covered up. Our children deserve a world in which they can BE children.
Thursday, November 17, 2011
Occupy LOVE
You meet a girl or a boy and the sparks fly. INSTANT connection. All you want to do is spend time together, be in each other's space, share . . . you stick together for a couple of months and then the idea pops in your head that this may be long-term. You start looking at things through a different lens. The initial euphoria gives way to a more calculating, is this really what I want, kind of logic.
Such is also the energy with Occupy Wall Street. The thermostat is heatin' up. The personality is about to . . . change.
Is it my "job" to PREDICT the future or HELP SHAPE the future ?? An interesting question. One, truthfully, I sometimes struggle with. But I will say this . . .
there are sooooooooooooo many beautiful things about the Occupy Movement. But the "aura" is changing -- and, in my opinion, not for the better. There is an "expectation" now that wasn't there before . . . and so it will now exhibit many of the power struggles that happen with the evolution of "a team". LOVE is what matters. Let's hope everyone remembers that.
I didn't have to be Nostradamus to know Occupy Wall Street had, at best, a 60 day window before things got a bit "tense" . . . the beauty so far is that the movement has galvanized a "thought form" and test-driven it on a mass scale. Beautiful . . . but if we read our Sun Tzu, we know this succeeded (in part) because it caught the enemy by surprise.
Well, they're not surprised any longer. The time is now to change tactics. Hopefully, everyone knows how to connect with everyone else -- and I am not talking about Facebook or Twitter . . . now it is time to strike with collective actions that impact the pocket book of corporate America. This HAS to be the next phase . . . if your desire was to open campgrounds in the big cities, then you've failed.
If your desire is to change the world, then change your tactics. Be like water; flow where resistance is weak.
Some ideas: if people know access points, like cafes or places like that, to use as information dissemination points -- and they are planned now, via word of mouth, then you have that already, in case you need it later
do it before you need it, just in case
if people see success only measured by how long they can stay in the park, they will be disappointed
change the tactics while you are in a position of strength -- better to define tactics as opposed to reacting to the tactical strengths of your opponent
secondly, the police are gonna up the ante on moving these central gathering points so have multiple places, planned in advance -- also just in case
change enough gears and the engine goes a different direction; the enemy is NOT a monolithic corporate beast -- the enemy is lack of awareness on the part of the prey . . .
Such is also the energy with Occupy Wall Street. The thermostat is heatin' up. The personality is about to . . . change.
Is it my "job" to PREDICT the future or HELP SHAPE the future ?? An interesting question. One, truthfully, I sometimes struggle with. But I will say this . . .
there are sooooooooooooo many beautiful things about the Occupy Movement. But the "aura" is changing -- and, in my opinion, not for the better. There is an "expectation" now that wasn't there before . . . and so it will now exhibit many of the power struggles that happen with the evolution of "a team". LOVE is what matters. Let's hope everyone remembers that.
I didn't have to be Nostradamus to know Occupy Wall Street had, at best, a 60 day window before things got a bit "tense" . . . the beauty so far is that the movement has galvanized a "thought form" and test-driven it on a mass scale. Beautiful . . . but if we read our Sun Tzu, we know this succeeded (in part) because it caught the enemy by surprise.
Well, they're not surprised any longer. The time is now to change tactics. Hopefully, everyone knows how to connect with everyone else -- and I am not talking about Facebook or Twitter . . . now it is time to strike with collective actions that impact the pocket book of corporate America. This HAS to be the next phase . . . if your desire was to open campgrounds in the big cities, then you've failed.
If your desire is to change the world, then change your tactics. Be like water; flow where resistance is weak.
Some ideas: if people know access points, like cafes or places like that, to use as information dissemination points -- and they are planned now, via word of mouth, then you have that already, in case you need it later
do it before you need it, just in case
if people see success only measured by how long they can stay in the park, they will be disappointed
change the tactics while you are in a position of strength -- better to define tactics as opposed to reacting to the tactical strengths of your opponent
secondly, the police are gonna up the ante on moving these central gathering points so have multiple places, planned in advance -- also just in case
change enough gears and the engine goes a different direction; the enemy is NOT a monolithic corporate beast -- the enemy is lack of awareness on the part of the prey . . .
Monday, November 14, 2011
Spain's Stolen Babies
If Joe Paterno was (quite justifiably) fired from his position as Penn State's football coach, shouldn't the Pope (and anyone else in the Catholic Church who was aware of the terrible crimes committed against children), for the exact same reason, see the same fate.
It wasn't all fun times taking a moral stand. I missed my half million dollar houses and new cars and Italian shoes and all the rest. It was hard. But I can go to my next life knowing I didn't put my own convenience and comfort ahead of my sense of morality.
A conspiracy, executed by the Spanish gov't in conjunction with doctors and the Catholic Church, to traffic newborns from "undesirables" and give them to families more "ideologically" aligned with the conservatives in the country. This went on for 50 years. As someone who personally went through the death of a new born, I can tell you there is nothing that compares with it.
Mothers and fathers were told their child had died. I cannot even imagine, even with my history, what this must be like :( . . . when will see the Catholic Church for what they truly are . . .
I went to bed with this show in my mind and it is the first thing I am thinking of as I awake. This disgusts me -- just as the news of Penn State's cover-up disgusts me. I can't live in a world where this happens. This is too much.
This is worth fighting for -- to make sure this never happens again :(
It wasn't all fun times taking a moral stand. I missed my half million dollar houses and new cars and Italian shoes and all the rest. It was hard. But I can go to my next life knowing I didn't put my own convenience and comfort ahead of my sense of morality.
A conspiracy, executed by the Spanish gov't in conjunction with doctors and the Catholic Church, to traffic newborns from "undesirables" and give them to families more "ideologically" aligned with the conservatives in the country. This went on for 50 years. As someone who personally went through the death of a new born, I can tell you there is nothing that compares with it.
Mothers and fathers were told their child had died. I cannot even imagine, even with my history, what this must be like :( . . . when will see the Catholic Church for what they truly are . . .
I went to bed with this show in my mind and it is the first thing I am thinking of as I awake. This disgusts me -- just as the news of Penn State's cover-up disgusts me. I can't live in a world where this happens. This is too much.
This is worth fighting for -- to make sure this never happens again :(
Sunday, November 13, 2011
A Prophecy: Not a Prediction
I predicted the economic "downturn", I predicted the great floods of 2010, I predicted plasma TV's and digital photography and wireless internet, I predicted record deals and movies deals by the score . . . I also predicted a social revolution in the United States that would start in September, 2011. My "track record" -- for all to see, because I am not shy about saying what I think -- is not 100% of course, but is pretty good.
I bring this up so you will put what I am about to say in a certain "context" . . . NOW YOU HAVE THE CHANCE TO CHANGE THE COURSE OF HISTORY !!
Let me repeat that: Now you have the chance, truly, to take the bull by the horns, use love and compassion, and re-direct the course of history. In 2008, I said there WAS NOTHING that would stop the economic tsunami coming our way. People didn't want to hear that but from my vantage point it was true.
THIS IS ALSO TRUE: NOW, it IS possible. It is possible to CHANGE the way of the world and make the world a better place. The energy moving that direction is strong; keep it going and the world will, poof, be filled with love. AND THAT WILL BE BEAUTIFUL . . . it's possible, truly possible . . .
now :)
I bring this up so you will put what I am about to say in a certain "context" . . . NOW YOU HAVE THE CHANCE TO CHANGE THE COURSE OF HISTORY !!
Let me repeat that: Now you have the chance, truly, to take the bull by the horns, use love and compassion, and re-direct the course of history. In 2008, I said there WAS NOTHING that would stop the economic tsunami coming our way. People didn't want to hear that but from my vantage point it was true.
THIS IS ALSO TRUE: NOW, it IS possible. It is possible to CHANGE the way of the world and make the world a better place. The energy moving that direction is strong; keep it going and the world will, poof, be filled with love. AND THAT WILL BE BEAUTIFUL . . . it's possible, truly possible . . .
now :)
And, so, it is written
Where, exactly, do you find the logical interpretation that it is all good to just march into a foreign country (your neighbor) and kill them as an act of War in order to justify stealing their resources ??? Oh Christian boys, can you tell me ?? PLEASE ?? Help me get inside your brain so I can understand -- when it seems soooooooo obvious to me that this is exactly OPPOSITE what Jesus said.
Either we've got the wrong Jesus or you are privy to some secret guide book I'm not aware of -- because the road map you keeping pointing me to says something a whole lot DIFFERENT to me than the way YOU seem to take it. Ya know ?????
16And, behold, one came and said unto him, Good Master, what good thing shall I do, that I may have eternal life?
17And he said unto him, Why callest thou me good? there is none good but one, that is, God: but if thou wilt enter into life, keep the commandments.
18He saith unto him, Which? Jesus said, Thou shalt do no murder, Thou shalt not commit adultery, Thou shalt not steal, Thou shalt not bear false witness,
19Honour thy father and thy mother: and, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself. ~ Matthew 19:16-19
King James Version (KJV)
Either we've got the wrong Jesus or you are privy to some secret guide book I'm not aware of -- because the road map you keeping pointing me to says something a whole lot DIFFERENT to me than the way YOU seem to take it. Ya know ?????
16And, behold, one came and said unto him, Good Master, what good thing shall I do, that I may have eternal life?
17And he said unto him, Why callest thou me good? there is none good but one, that is, God: but if thou wilt enter into life, keep the commandments.
18He saith unto him, Which? Jesus said, Thou shalt do no murder, Thou shalt not commit adultery, Thou shalt not steal, Thou shalt not bear false witness,
19Honour thy father and thy mother: and, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself. ~ Matthew 19:16-19
King James Version (KJV)
Friday, November 11, 2011
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